So Ray and I are indecisive -well it’s more me then him, he can go either way as to finding out what we are having this coming Monday March 14th at 1:15 or waiting it out! So this is your chance to convince us/me on either going for it and finding out on Monday or waiting it out.
But first, here is my situation… I haven’t really talked about it much or really expressed how I feel about this pregnancy. 1st, I am thrilled and over joyed to be having our third blessing and completing our family! 2nd, Deep down inside of me I would love to have a boy. I would love to experiecne having one of each. I would love for my husband to have a helper and mini him. Sometimes I think if it is another girl I will be a little disappointed, and by no means do I want to feel that way at ALL! I know little ones are gifts from God, God as in trusted us with whatever he wants to give us(which already is a huge blessing to be able to have little ones) whether its a boy or a girl, he knows what is best for the little ones to be and for me to have and raise them for Him. I have prayed a lot to our amazing God to just bring me at peace and most days I am and then some days it hits me, and this is one of those days. Its funny, well i guess not so much funny, but Ray’s side of the family says’s we are having all girls, my side says we are having a boy-lol (only God knows right now what I have in this belly). Ray has a brother who has 2 girls and they are done, Ray’s sister has 3 boys and they are done, Ray and I, as you know, have 2 girls already… so thats why my hubby’s side of the fam says we will have all girls because the men (ray and his brother) have the girls and the sis has the boys. My family says its a boy because my mom had my sister and me then my brother, so they feel I am following in those steps (praise God if it is, but either way he is to be praised!) ANYWAY… I think what my fam and what rays fam thinks and has said has gotten to me, and I need to just let go and let God do his work, and just trust in him for what he has… As I am typing this i am actually feeling better. So, the part of me who wants to wait… wants to wait because I can keep believing that it could be a boy, but I guess either way it is what it is, and also if it is a boy and I wait till the end what great joy and praise will come that day, but then again if its a girl its still a great joy and praise ( I can also say I have done it both ways, finding out and waiting if i do wait) and if I find out now what great joy and praise it will still be! So, now that you know my situation… should I find out Monday or still wait?! haha! Crazy me!